💐WISH YOU WERE HERE💐

 16.02.2022

This is about my best friend who passed away. She's been my best friend since 7th grade it's been almost six years since she passed away, and it still feels like an electric shock for me.

I remember she complaining about her neck pain. But we didn't get it as a serious thing. It's 2017, We went to a science seminar together, and the next day we both studied at my place. So basically, she was alright.

Weeks later, we found out that she'd been diagnosed with cancer and that it had spread all over her body. I still can't believe what happened to her. she was such an amazing and innocent person who always smiled.

However she was hospitalized for her treatments. I visited her as much as I could. Day by day she loses her hair due to her treatment. When I visited her last time she touched my hand and slightly smiled. She looked like a whole different person at the time; she was too skinny and weak she didn't even have the strength to hold my hand and talk. And then I said goodbye and patted her head while telling her that I would come back again, but I didn't know that would be the last time I got to see her. I was completely confused at the time. I still think about it every now and then.

When I saw her in that coffin at her funeral, I couldn't stop crying. Right now it's 3:30 AM, and I'm writing this with shaking hands and leaking tears all over my table. Today I went through my old diary and then I saw some letters that I wrote to her after her death, which led me to write this.

As the years go by I slowly start to accept the fact that she's gone. I feel glad for the years that we had together, and I missed her so much.

💗THANK YOU💗

BLOG BY M.A. KAVEESHA HANSALI ( UNDERGRADUATE AT UNIVERSITY OF THE VISUAL AND PERFORMINGARTS )